Your just crazy, bro.
Okay, I do similar things. Tell no one
That's why I would love to see the game document everything so there is no more need to write anything down, or take screenshots.
I would create myself and my buddies. I've been known to create myself and just my brother these days for a little friendly competition. Of course my player always ends up better.
(By the way, I used to write down fictional player stats on a piece of paper and create their careers from age of 17 to their retirement...I've done every scenario I could think of....now, that's weird! That's why I would kill to have control over a players career, to see their shortlist of free agent offers and select for the odd player and control his destiny. Then I wouldn't seem like a psycho writing down fake stats on a paper; I would get to do that in a pc game

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I think we are all alittle weird playing these games, some more than others. But no one is here to judge...we already have enough people in our lives to do that. I personally try and convert them. I'm worst than jehovah's witness