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NOTE: As I finally catch up to where Figment Baseball and the other Figment sports currently are (1975), I am moving back towards a more story-driven format rather than shorter recap-style entries. These will sometimes be longer, but hopefully more enjoyable.

CHAPTER TEN - 1974
JULY
Summer came hard and fast, and with it the sense that whatever balance had been found earlier in the year was beginning to slip.
The heat arrived early in Montreal, turning the concrete around Stade Montreal into something that shimmered and lied about distance. Harry Barrell stood in the dugout during a Tuesday afternoon game against Milwaukee, sleeves rolled to his elbows, watching his shortstop - his son Reid - boot a routine grounder.
"C'mon Reid," he muttered.
Beside him, pitching coach Tom Villareal spat sunflower seeds into a cup. "That's three errors in two games."
"I can count, Tom."
"Just saying."
Harry said nothing. The Arrows scored twice that inning. The Saints lost 4–2, their fifth loss in seven games. Walking back to the clubhouse afterward, Harry caught his reflection in the glass of the tunnel-jaw tight, shoulders hunched. He looked like a man waiting for bad news.
The losses weren't dramatic. Weren't catastrophic. Just steady. Nagging. Relentless. A missed cutoff here. A pitch left up there. Rallies that never quite came together. He'd been in baseball long enough to recognize a team starting to fray, the way a rope does - one strand at a time, until suddenly the whole thing snaps.
That night, he called Ruth at her hotel in Boston.
"How bad?" she asked.
"We're still in it," he said. "Three games back."
"That's not what I asked."
Harry leaned back against the headboard, closed his eyes. "I don't know. Something feels off. Like we're all waiting for someone else to fix it."
"Roger?"
The name hung there.
"Maybe," Harry said finally. "Or maybe I just don't know how to do this without him."
Ruth was quiet a moment. "You managed before Roger."
"Not well."
"Harry—"
"I know. I know." He rubbed his face. "How's Barbara?" Harry couldn't quite believe it, but his daughter had found a confidante in Ruth. The universe moved in mysterious ways.
"Worried about her mother. Sarah's been tired lately. More than usual."
Harry's stomach tightened. "I'll call her tomorrow."
"She'd like that."
After they hung up, Harry sat in the dark, listening to the hum of the air conditioner and the muffled sounds of the city outside. Somewhere down the hall, a couple was arguing. He thought about Sarah. About the years they'd had together and the years they'd had apart. About how some things break and never quite mend, even when both people want them to.
He didn't sleep much that night.

In Cincinnati, the heat was worse.
Ace Barrell stood on the mound at Tice Memorial Stadium in the bottom of the eighth, two outs, runner on second. The thermometer read ninety-four degrees. Felt like a hundred and ten. His uniform clung to him like a second skin.
Herb Quinn, leaning against the dugout railing, watched with the detached interest of a man who'd already pitched his game three days prior and wouldn't throw again until Sunday.
"Kid's got ice water," Quinn said to no one in particular.
The catcher put down two fingers. Curveball. Ace shook him off. Fastball. Inside corner. He wound up, delivered, and watched the batter swing through it for strike three.
Eighteen wins by season's end. An ERA that stayed comfortably under three. And with it, the questions.
They came in every city. Reporters with notebooks and recorders, asking about legacy, about lineage, about whether a right-hander with his temperament could ever eclipse the left-handed legend who had come before him.
After a game in late July - a complete game shutout against the Saints, as it happened - a writer from the Cincinnati Enquirer caught Ace near his locker.
"Your father says you've got better control than he ever had at your age. You agree with that?"
Ace toweled off his face. "My dad's being generous."
"He also said, and I'm quoting here, 'Let the boy pitch. That'll answer everything.' What do you make of that?"
Ace smiled, tired but genuine. "I make of it that my father knows better than to let people put words in his mouth. Or mine."
The reporter scribbled something down. "Fair enough. One more - do you feel pressure, being a Barrell?"
Ace looked at him for a long moment. "Every day," he said. "But that's not the family's fault. That's baseball."

In Toronto, Dwayne Cleaves ran out a ground ball in the bottom of the fourth inning on a Friday night, legs pumping, lungs burning, and beat the throw by half a step.
The crowd at Dominion Stadium, what there was of it, gave a polite cheer. Dwayne stood on first base, hands on his knees, catching his breath. The first base coach, a grizzled veteran named Howie Strong, leaned over.
"You know you're hitting .234, right? You don't gotta run like it's the World Series every time."
Dwayne grinned. "Coach, if I hit .234, I better run like it's the World Series every time."
Strong snorted. "Fair point."
Two batters later, Dwayne scored on a double to left. His seventieth run of the season. The average didn't tell the story. The speed did. So did the arm. In late July, a runner on second tested him on a single to center. Dwayne came up throwing, a frozen rope that nailed the runner at third by three feet.
The third base coach for the visiting team - Milwaukee, as it happened - shook his head in disbelief. "Who the hell is that kid?"
"Cleaves," someone said. "Rule 5 pick."
"Great, another one."
Roger Cleaves, watching from Detroit on a small television in his office, allowed himself a rare smile. Evelyn, sitting beside him with a cup of coffee, noticed.
"What?"
"That arm," Roger said. "That's mine."
Evelyn raised an eyebrow.
"The speed, though," Roger added, "that's all you."
She laughed and kissed his temple. "You're allowed to take credit, you know."
"I know," Roger said. "But it's more fun this way. And, no lie, I was never fast."

In Toledo, the heat was oppressive and the losses were piling up - for Don Barrell. The team was in first place.
Don stood in the bullpen after a rough outing in early August-five innings, six runs, four walks-and wanted to put his fist through the wall.
His catcher, a veteran with the all-too-generic name of John Smith, sat beside him on the bench.
"You're overthrowing," Smith said.
"I know."
"So stop."
"That's real helpful, Smitty. Thanks."
Snith shrugged. "You want me to lie to you?"
Don didn't answer. His father was in the stands. Again. Tom Barrell hadn't missed a home game in three weeks, and every time Don looked up, there he was-arms folded, face unreadable, watching.
After the game, they met in the parking lot. Tom leaned against his car, waiting.
"You gonna say it?" Don asked, tossing his bag into the trunk.
"Say what?"
"That I'm walking too many batters. That I'm leaving pitches up. That I'm—"
"Don."
"-not listening to my catcher, not trusting my stuff, not—"
"Don."
Don stopped. Looked at his father.
Tom sighed and shook his head. As he opened his mouth to speak, Don raised a hand.
"You had your career," he said quietly. "Let me have mine. My mistakes. My failures. My successes."
Tom was silent for a long moment. Then he nodded. "You're right," he said. "I'll wait until you ask for help."
A beat passed.
"I'm still coming to games," Tom added. "And I can't be held responsible for what comes out of my mouth in the heat of the moment. Fair warning."
Despite himself, Don laughed. "Fair warning received."
They stood there a moment longer, the August heat radiating off the asphalt, the distant sound of the groundskeepers hosing down the infield.
"Your record's around .500," Tom said finally. "That's not bad for a first full season at Triple-A."
"It's not good either."
"No," Tom agreed. "But it's yours."
Don nodded. Climbed into his car. Drove home thinking about the walks, the lack of wins, the long road still ahead.

AUGUST
Football camps opened, and with them came pressure of a different kind.
Junior Barrell arrived in Houston in the best shape of his life-and the worst state of mind.
The steroids had done their job. Two hundred and sixty-five pounds of muscle, and not an ounce of fat to spare. He could bench press a Volkswagen. Could run a forty in under four-point-seven seconds. Could hit a quarterback hard enough to make his ancestors feel it.
But the anger - God, the anger was getting harder to control.
It started small. A lineman held his jersey during a drill. Junior shoved him. Hard. The lineman shoved back. Junior threw a punch. The offensive line coach had to pull them apart, and even then, Junior wanted to keep going.
"Barrell! Cool it!"
"He grabbed my jersey!"
"I don't care if he shot your dog! You walk away!"
Junior walked. Barely.
The call came early in the month, on a Tuesday evening. Junior was in his apartment, watching Watergate coverage - Nixon's lawyers arguing some arcane point about executive privilege - when the phone rang.
"Junior? It's Karen."
He turned the television down. "Hey. What's up?"
There was a pause. A long one.
"I'm pregnant."
The room tilted.
"You're... what?"
"Pregnant. About six weeks."
Junior sat down heavily on the couch. His mind raced. They'd hooked up a handful of times over the past few months-parties, late nights, nothing serious. She was fun. Easy. Uncomplicated.
This was very, very complicated.
"Are you sure?" he asked, hating how stupid the question sounded even as he said it.
"I took three tests, Junior. I'm sure."
"Okay. Okay." He rubbed his face. "What do you want to do?"
Another pause.
"I'm keeping it," she said. "I just thought you should know."
"Right. Yeah. Of course." He felt like he was underwater. "Does anyone else know?"
"Not yet."
"Okay. Let me... let me talk to my family. We'll figure this out."
After they hung up, Junior sat in the dark for a long time, staring at the silent television. Nixon's face, looking defiant. The word WATERGATE in block letters at the bottom of the screen.
He called his parents the next day.
Bobby Sr. was furious. "What the hell were you thinking?"
"I wasn't."
"Clearly!"
Annette was disappointed, which somehow felt worse. "Junior, how could you be so careless?"
"I don't know, Ma."
Ralph - quiet, steady Ralph - just sighed when Junior called him in Los Angeles. That hurt the most.
"You're an idiot," Ralph said.
"I know."
"You're also going to be a father."
"I know that too."
"So what are you going to do about it?"
Junior didn't have an answer.
The temper followed him onto the practice field. The steroids amplified everything - every slight, every perceived disrespect, every moment of frustration. During a scrimmage in mid-August, an offensive tackle got handsy on a pass rush. Junior drove him into the turf, then stood over him, shouting.
The head coach, a no-nonsense veteran named Mario Case, blew his whistle.
"Barrell! My office! Now!"
The suspension came down that afternoon. One week. Sent home to think about what he'd done.
Junior drove back to his apartment, packed a bag, and flew to visit his parents in LA. The conversation that followed was long, painful, and necessary.
"You can't keep going like this," Bobby Sr. said. "The anger, the fights-something's got to give."
"I know."
"Do you?" Annette asked quietly. "Because from where I'm sitting, it looks like you're trying to destroy everything you've worked for."
Junior stared at his hands. Big hands. Dangerous hands.
"I don't know how to stop," he said finally.
Bobby Sr. softened, just a little. "Then you ask for help."

In Japan, Billy McCullough found something he hadn't expected.
Peace.
The Hosho Reliables were in the middle of a West Japan pennant race, and Billy was hitting .285 with power from the hot corner. The language was still a struggle. The food took some getting used to. The customs, the rituals, the way everything seemed to move at a different speed-all of it had been disorienting at first.
But Hana made it easier.
They'd been seeing each other more often since May, carefully, deliberately. She was a teacher at a local school, patient with his broken Japanese, curious about America, thoughtful in ways that caught him off guard.
After a game in early August - a walk-off home run that sent the Nagoya crowd into a frenzy - Billy found her waiting outside the players' entrance.
"That was a good swing," she said in English.
He grinned. "Thanks. You staying for dinner?"
"If you're buying."
They went to a small izakaya near the stadium, crowded and loud and perfect. Over yakitori and beer, Hana asked him about America.
"Do you miss it?"
Billy thought about that. "Sometimes. I miss my family. Miss my cousin Ace. Miss certain foods. But..."
"But?"
"I don't know. I always thought Japan was just a stop. A way to get back to FABL. But the longer I'm here..."
"The less certain that sounds?"
He looked at her, surprised. "Yeah. Exactly."
She smiled. "That's not a bad thing, you know. To change your mind."
"Feels like giving up."
"Or," she said, "it feels like finding something better."
Billy didn't have an answer for that. Not yet. But late that night, lying awake in his small apartment, he wondered what it would mean if the mountain he'd been chasing wasn't the one he actually wanted.

In Los Angeles, Ralph Barrell felt the hits stop coming.
Not all at once. Just gradually, the way summer turns to fall. July had been good—.310, five home runs, twenty-two RBIs. August started to cool. The average dipped to .280. Then .265. The home runs dried up. The arguments at home started to multiply.
Marla was in the middle of filming a new picture, and the hours were brutal. She'd leave before he woke up, come home after midnight, exhausted and short-tempered. Ralph tried to be understanding. Tried to remember that her career mattered as much as his.
But the marriage, barely nine months old, already felt like something that needed managing rather than living.
They fought after a game in mid-August. Ralph had gone 0-for-4 with three strikeouts, and he came home to find Marla on the couch, still in her costume, staring at the television.
"How was your day?" he asked, dropping his bag by the door.
"Long."
"Mine too."
She didn't look at him. "You want to talk about it?"
"Not really."
"Good. Me neither."
Ralph stood there a moment, feeling the distance between them like a physical thing. He thought about saying something - about the slump, about the pressure, about how he felt like he was losing his grip on everything that mattered.
Instead, he said, "I'm gonna take a shower."
"Okay."
The Stars stayed in the race anyway. One game back by the end of August. One game separating them from first place. Ralph kept playing. Kept showing up. Kept pretending everything was fine.
It wasn't fine. But it was all he knew how to do.

BLACK SEPTEMBER
Sarah Barrell died on a Tuesday.
Harry was at her bedside. Buddy Schneider, his bench coach, was running the club. Buddy was no Roger, but he was a sharp guy and the team was in good hands.
The house in Boston was quiet, the late-afternoon light slanting through the curtains in a way that felt too peaceful for what was happening. Barbara sat in a chair by the window, hands folded in her lap. Reid stood near the door, looking like he wanted to be anywhere else.
Ruth stayed in the hallway, present but unobtrusive, exactly where she belonged.
Sarah's breathing had grown shallow over the past few hours. The hospice nurse had warned them it wouldn't be long. Harry held her hand, feeling the bones beneath the skin, remembering when those hands had been strong enough to raise two children, to manage a household, to hold him together when he couldn't hold himself.
"Harry," Sarah whispered.
He leaned closer. "I'm here."
"You were a better man than you thought."
His throat tightened. "I wasn't good enough."
"No," she said, voice faint but firm. "You were human. There's a difference."
She closed her eyes. Her breathing slowed. And then, sometime around four in the afternoon, it stopped.
Barbara made a sound-not quite a sob, not quite a gasp. Reid put a hand on her shoulder. Harry stayed where he was, holding Sarah's hand, feeling the weight of over fifty years settle over him like a shroud.
Ruth appeared in the doorway. "Harry."
He looked up. Nodded. Let go.

The funeral was small, dignified, and mercifully brief. Family, mostly. A few old friends. The priest said kind things about Sarah's strength, her grace, her devotion to her children. Harry listened and thought about all the things the priest didn't know. The fights. The silences. The long, slow unraveling of a marriage that had once felt indestructible.
Afterward, at the house, Tom Barrell found Harry in the kitchen, staring at a pot of coffee he'd forgotten to pour.
"You all right?" Tom asked.
"No."
Tom nodded. Poured two cups, handed one to Harry. They stood there in silence, brothers who'd spent a lifetime not saying the things that mattered most.
"She loved you, you know," Tom said finally. "Even after everything."
Harry looked at him. "I know."
"You love Ruth?"
"Yes."
"Then don't make the same mistakes twice."
Harry took a sip of coffee. It was cold. He drank it anyway.

Two weeks later, Jack Barrell died.
The call came from Toronto on a Thursday morning. Heart attack. Quick, the doctors said. Didn't suffer. Small comfort, but comfort nonetheless.
The family gathered again, this time in mourning that stretched across generations. A Hall of Famer. A brother. A father. An uncle. Fred flew in from Washington. Tom came from North Carolina. Harry arrived from Montreal, Ruth beside him. Bobby and Annette flew in from California. Betsy and George drove over from Buffalo.
The living remnants of something once enormous stood together in a funeral home in Toronto and felt the weight of what was gone. The ten children of Rufus and Alice Barrell had now dwindled to five living members. And it took the death of ther oldest living sibling to bring them all together in one place.
Quinton Pollack gave the eulogy. He spoke about Jack's career-the numbers, the accolades, the way he'd carried himself with quiet dignity both on and off the field. He spoke about legacy, about family, about the responsibility that came with the Barrell name. Marie and Jack's three daughters sat sobbing, listening to Quinton's words.
Afterward, in the parking lot, Deuce found Roger leaning against his car, tie loosened, looking exhausted.
"Hell of a speech," Deuce told his brother.
"Hell of a man," Charlie added, as he joined them. The three sons of Joe Barrell, each with a different mother. And each remembering that after their father died it had been Jack - and Rollie - who'd stepped in to fill the void as best they could. And now those two fine men were also gone.
They stood there a moment, watching the rest of the family filter out of the building. Tom with his arm around his wife. Bobby with Annette. Harry with Ruth. Fred, with Tillie, but looking alone. He'd been close to Jack than any of his brothers.
"We're running out of them, you know," Deuce said quietly, watching Betsy talking with Debbie and Evelyn.
Roger looked at him. "I know."
Charlie nodded in agreement. Anna walked up and hugged Charlie.
"Makes you think," Deuce said.
"About what?"
Deuce smiled faintly. "About whether we're doing it right. The next generation. Whether we're properly passing along the legacy, setting them up or setting them loose."
Roger thought about Dwayne, hitting .234 and running out ground balls like his life depended on it. "I think we do the best we can. And hope it's enough."
"And if it's not?"
"Then we trust them to figure it out."

Baseball, cruel as ever, did not pause.
The Saints collapsed down the stretch. Three losses became five. Five became eight. By the time the season mercifully ended, they'd finished 81–81. Third place. The first time in five years they hadn't won the division.
Harry sat in his office at Stade Montreal after the final game-a meaningless 5–3 loss to the Arrows-and stared at the final standings tacked to his wall.
Milwaukee: 90–72.
Cincinnati: 84–78.
Montreal: 81–81.
Buddy Schneider knocked on the door. "You coming?"
"In a minute."
Buddy hesitated. "It's not your fault, Harry."
"Isn't it?"
"No. It's baseball. Sometimes you just don't have it."
Harry didn't answer. After Buddy left, he sat there a while longer, thinking about Roger, about Sarah, about Jack, about all the things he'd lost and all the things he still had left to lose.
Finally, he stood, turned off the light, and went home.

In Detroit, Roger endured his own reckoning.
Sixty-two wins. One hundred losses. The worst record in the Continental Association.
The front office was patient. "It's a rebuild," they said. "These things take time."
Roger knew that. Believed it, even. But sitting in his office after the season ended, staring at the Federal standings the way Harry was staring at the Continental's hundreds of miles away, he couldn't help but wonder if time was something he'd ever have enough of.
Evelyn found him there past midnight.
"Come to bed," she said.
"In a minute."
"Roger."
He looked at her. Tired. Beaten. But not broken. Not yet.
"One hundred losses," he said. "You know how long it's been since Detroit lost a hundred games?"
"I don't care."
"I do."
She crossed the room, took his hand, pulled him to his feet. "Then care tomorrow. Tonight, you come to bed."
"Forty years," he said, then he went.

The season ended. The losses lingered.
And September, black and unyielding, closed its grip on the Barrell family - reminding them that some years take more than they give, and that even victories come with a cost.
Outside, the world kept turning. Nixon resigned on August 8th, his face pale and defiant on every television in America. Inflation climbed. The Midwest baked under a brutal heatwave. And somewhere in all of it, the Barrells kept playing, kept managing, kept trying to outrun the weight of their own history.
Some days, they even succeeded.