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I don't know if this helps matters or not but I'll still share it with what I do honestly call the Best Damn Community Period! The following is a true story:
Guys, I'm currently being pushed to the super max here on the home front. It all got started in January of 2007 when I lost my mom at the young age of 67. At that time, my dad was still recovering from what turned out to be a triple heart bypass surgery. He was 68 at that time. Since then, my dad has had 2 near fatal bleeding incidents caused by medication. I have had quite a huge challenge just trying to keep him around alone. Factor in trying to keep my older brother on the straight and narrow and trying to take care of myself. One huge combined challenge. Fast forward to now. As I said, I'm being pushed to the super max. I'm being faced in the largest financial burden of my life. Add to that what I've already said about my dad and brother. Things are not going too overly well my way these days. Now add that rant that wasn't supposed to be posted. Wonderful. Just wonderful. I wasn't in the worlds greatest moods the other day and I've been trying to refrain from posting in fear of what has happened in this thread. I never wanted to burn any bridges with anyone in our great community. I'm trying the best I can to deal with life's ups and downs. I'm trying to keep my chin up and a stiff upper lip. I know I'm probably rambling but I thought I would share this with the people I truly call my best friends.
Again, to cephasjames, txranger, CC and anyone else that got offended by my insulting rants, I am sorry. In the past day or so, I've seriously thought about taking a hiatus from these forums. I definitely don't want to screw up my reputation here in this community.
Please find enough room to accept my apology. It would be very gracefully appreciated.
Cheers to all,
Bow
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