i understand that lol......i know that
www.baseballsimcentral.com has it and
www.ootpdownloadcenter.com have it and if you want my recommendation, i would say to get it from OOTP download center only because i have talked to Joe on numerous occasions and he helps me and i help him lol......check his roster section and its in alphabetical order so just look under "H". now this is unless he changed it recently.
As for my site being blocked, i cant explain why cause some schools block me too so im stumped